Path

To my old self
I shall return.
To my dead memories
I shall come back.

To them I return;
But on what medium?
I yearn to backtrack,
Yet I am confused.

From the future I turn away.
The present I long to banish.
Still I am confounded--
HOW?

Vague thoughts; bizarre memories.
Was I once part of something?
Might be; might not be.
Lead me to the true direction.