Embrace the Madness

Come hither, my son!
All love has been gone
You now need to run--
Run to the dark sun!

I've waited for you
From the oceans blue
To dark avenues
To have your eyes sewn!

You are weary, boy
To them you're a toy
A part of their ploy
And left you no joy

How cruel were they--
Tools in a mad play.
Join not their weak fray
Pray hard, my boy. PRAY!

Love was but a trick
Joys turned to be sick
Spent you like a wick
And broke your life's stick!

A stone you must be
Heart that cannot feel
Frozen yet so free
Take them all numbly!

Rise up, seek vengeance
Long was your penance
Wake up from your trance
With Death must they dance!

Here is my needle
Prick their hard mettle
Prepare your saddle
Ride on to battle!

Take my poisoned sword
Be cold like a fjord
Be harsh in your word
You are their true lord!

Share my boiling hate!
Murder their bright fate!
Forget your dear mate,
She hath loved to hate!

Burnt is your bright face
Here, take my black lace
Use my fat spiked mace
Proclaim your dead voice!

I Await Her

Forever I shall now sleep
In heaven I shall forever weep


By death we were separated
From our fears we were liberated


But I will wait for her
Even if it takes my remaining forever


Rest I will not
Far beyond after my flesh had rot


I shall find you in your solace
And together we will burn in the holy furnace


For I have spent my earth loving you
So shall I spend my eternity the same way too


For you are the greatest mystery
You are my solemn love story


No mortal words could convey
Nor ethereal words could say


How much I love you, I love you,
I love you, I love you, I love you


I have nothing more to lose
For a long time ago, it was you I chose


For I can never rest gently
Without feeling your love fully


I promise thee I shall linger
Until my poor soul put a ring on your surreal finger.

To My Beautiful Illusion

She came to me one day
And I wanted her to stay--
Stay until my last day


She was my illusion realized
My soul was energized
And all the beauty in the world I realized.


The fount of my happiness
The reservoir of my sadness
Destroyer of my madness


She is my beloved light;
My source of might
And for her I would fight.


For she was something too lovely
If only; if only
I could hold her softly


Never would I let go
For I love you so
This you should know.