The Second Apparition

And she appeared before me
Her breath swept me
She stood still for me to see
And held out her hand for me


How she seemed real
Her face I did feel
My heart she really did steal
Then she became unreal


She then drove a dagger deep
The blade in my heart did seep
And she put me into a cruel sleep
And she left me no space to weep


I am a lost wanderer
She was my heart's murderer
Too much was my love for her
And I loved her a thousand times over


Farewell to thee, surreal maiden
To love I am now forbidden
With grief I am stricken
Like glass, I am molten


I am now devoid of sadness
I am now out of my madness
For now I embrace the darkness
And in my grave I savor happiness.

Inside Me

Beating fast, beating hard
Could it just be my heart?


Breathing in, breathing out
A life of its own?


Pushing out, tearing apart
IT IS ALIVE!


Creeping from out of my chest
Darkness its real manifest


I feel it squirm so cruelly
Amplify my agony


Clawing in from under my skin
I FEEL PAIN!


Nobody hears my ordeal
Nobody knows what I feel
I feel a demon leaking from inside me
Spilling blood for me to see
Agony, mutiny, blasphemy
Can't stop this horrid alchemy
It's claiming me from within
It's nothing I've ever seen


Mutilate me
Never would you accept me


Faster, faster
You'll never kill me, bastard


Scream, scream!
THIS IS MORE THAN JUST A DREAM!


Feel me, feel me
You would never feel how I slowly kill thee


Wretched mortal
You were never an immortal


I am now your master
Come to me, JUST A LITTLE BIT CLOSER!


Nobody hears my ordeal
Nobody knows what I feel
I feel a demon leaking from inside me
Spilling blood for me to see
Agony, mutiny, blasphemy
Can't stop this horrid alchemy
It's claiming me from within
This battle I shall win!


And now the time has come
For us to feel numb


"Away foul creature
Expel from my features!"


"Fool, you really are
Banish me, you are very far!"


"You will never win,
Creature of malign!"


And a light came shining
Along with golden lightning


And the demon screamed and wailed
As he saw his mission failed


"Never would you conquer me,
For I have His power with me!"


"Return, I shall
To destroy you and see you fall!"


"Return to whence you came from
In the eternal fiery storm


And there you shall remain
Until your soul you have regained"