I Want to Feel Alive

I've been wondering
I've been listening
Am I still living?
Is this still breathing?


I've always felt weak
My true self I seek
Hold my hand
I want to take my stand


I've been through so much
Felt lonely so much
Trapped in my own cage
Been feeling so strange


I'm calling you
Make me new
My faith's with you
I want to feel new


I want to feel alive
I want to break free from myself
I want to be me again
Instead of this soulless mannequin
Together let's pray
And take me far away


Make me feel loved again
Take me back to heaven
I want to leave myself behind
And rise with a new mind


Take my hand
Help me stand
Paint a smile
In my life
Stay by me
Never leave
You are my last hope




I want to feel alive
I want to break free from myself
I want to be me again
Instead of this soulless mannequin
Together let's pray
And take me far away


Take me far away where I'll never see
Whatever atrocities I did to me
Make me see the dawn of a new light
Join me in my brand new fight